Well well... the unofficial German Arashi fanclub page had to be moved, as googlepages isn't working anymore.

So the new home for our fanclub is:

http://sites.google.com/site/dnoarashifanclub/

It has a totally new look! And I will also re-do it some more with more pages and extras. But for this I will need some more time.

If you had it in your bookmarks, please don't forget to update it ^.~

Found the following post at the arashi_on LJ community written by yuhhi. I think collecting signatures is always a good thing to do and maybe it really can help us in some way? We just have to continue pestering JEs ^.~ So go and give your signature:

(Now here the original post written by yuhhi):

Hi!
I'm a Japanese fan of  ARASHI.

I　know  foreign fans are now gathering signatures for the international fan club of ARASHI.
I think that's very nice idea and I want to support it.

So I began to gather signatures in JAPAN.
http://www.shomei.tv/project-1021.html

Please sign for the international fan club of ARASHI.
 

よろしくお願いします(^_^)

 

☆the way to sign☆

１．Please Click  [今すぐ署名する]（I will sign right now）

２．Please write

[お名前]（name or nickname）by full-size characters.

[メールアドレス](e-mail adress)※
[年齢]（age）by halfl-size characters.
[性別]（the distinction of sex） choose 男性（man）or女性（woman）
[都道府県]（adress） choose 海外（foreign countries）
and write your nationality in [コメント].

※　The site will not let me (or other persons) know your mail adress.
 

３．Please Click[確認画面に進む]（go to the screen for confirmation ）

４．[上に表示された画像の数字を入力してください] （Input  above numbers ）

５．Please Click[送信する]（send your signature ）

６．The site will send you an e-mail.In 24 hours click the URT in the mail.

Thought would be good to do such a post, for the people who needs to find my fanfic chapters. ^.~

 

THE MOST IMPORTANT ... NEVER LET IT GO! (Sho/Ohno)

ENGLISH VERSION:

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Epilog

 

GERMAN VERSION:

Prolog

Kapitel 1

Kapitel 2

Kapitel 3

Kapitel 4

Kapitel 5

Kapitel 6

Kapitel 7

Kapitel 8

Epilog

 

Für die Ewigkeit / For Eternity (Maou FF ~ Naruse x Shiori)

GERMAN

ENGLISH

2 things.... as lately many people want to add my vox:

- I'm NOT adding people that have 0 posts in their own vox!

- From now on I'm also NOT adding people that write in a language that I don't understand. So only voxes written in English, German or Japanese will be added. (Sorry but I also want to understand what you guys are writing about ^^)

 

Well well..this day was kinda relaxing at first! XD slept till 11.15am and met up with my German friend here in Ikebukuro. (But I was still so dead tired ^^;;Yeah for the Jetleg... think I could have slept in till this evening XDD Should get some more sleep tomorrow.

Well we strolled a bit through Ikebukuro again and I bought the 3 new TV magazines ^^ Will only post the pics of TVFan and TVNavi as I have already seen scans of the other magazine.

TVfan: 

TVNavi:

Then we went to Tokyo Tower where I wanted to go to some special place XDD We searched for so long in that  damn rain.. when that place was so near ^^;;;; But ok.... was still fun to stroll around there and which place was it? It was where Yano Kenta was in the beginning of the 3rd episode ^.~ Take a look:  

 

 

On our way there I finally saw the first Japanese Sakura in my life *_____________________________*

Then had to say baibai to my friend who went to watch a Takarazuka show. I went on to Roppongi 1chome. Where I searched for a certain cafe ^^;;  It was dark and raining so much and then I also got lost ^^;; But a sweet sweet Ojisan saved me XDD He went together with me... awwwwwwwww ... there are such sweet people here <3<3 And that cafe was the cafe where Yano  Kenta bought the Valentines chocolate for Akane-chan! As I hadn't eaten anything except a ichigochoko crepe I decided to go inside and grab something for lunch there. Had "medium vegetable curry". Really oishii! After that also bought a pack of chocolate there... unfortunately they  didn't have the exact same chocolate like the one Kenta gave Akane .. demo ... still bought it XDD To get a feeling of how it must have tasted ^.~

Jaa that for today. Now I'm enjoying that chocolate and watching Meisama ^.^

This is a must watch!!!!!!!!! Damn Sho is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!! First looking good in that long coat.. then his umbrella broke.. his reaction too cute!! Then playing soccer with that soccer player!! He really is good Sho-chan!! And then hitting the camera and says sumimasen in that damn cute way that you just cannot get mad

 

<3<33<3<3<3<33<3<3<3<3<33<3<3

 

That's why I love him ... awwwwwwwwwwww... Sho-chan!!!

Ok it's still early... but here is my report of what I did till just now. After that REALLY need to eat something as I haven't eaten anything yet ^^;;

Woke up by myself at 8.30am and decided to just check out Harajuku. As it was raining (damn, and I forgot my umbrella in Germany) the line was still ok. Got to speak with the girl in front of me and she was damn cute! She is NEWS fan (Yamapi) and well we spent the time waiting together, speaking and then after our big shopping we went to make some purikura together. Also got her mail address. But back to JE shop .. As I hadn't bought any pics since August last year.. it was MUCH .. Really my recipe is even longer than the one last year!!! Ah.. after that I really thought NOW I'M POOR!!! But didn't even buy all the pics ^^;;; Also of course bought Aibachans postcard set <3

After that went through the other JE shops.. demo didn't find the pics I was looking for T______________T Ah should have bought them from yahoo.. now they aren't available anymore. So my papa-pics are quite.. a few XDD

If my friend wouldn't have gotten the Yatterman premier ticket.. I could have gotten one today. Found 2 tickets in different ticket shops.

@CARELINE: Found 2 shops that are selling Toma cloths!!! Exact the shirts and jackets that he wore XDD Wanna have such a shop for Arashi cloths ^^

Then went on to the au building... nice view nice view!!

Went on to Omotesando where Ohchans exhibition was held for the first time and went on to Aoyama theatre where many people rushed in already. ^^ Posted the pic of the gate before ne ^^ It's simple but still kinda impressive! ^.^

then went to Shibuya... unfortunately didn't see a yatterman  poster, but Matsujun instead. Wanted to sit down at the cafe where Shizuna-chan met up with the post-it guy .. demo was so crowded.

Ah before that ne.. went to Family club!!!!!!!! My back hurted like hell and I had to wait SO long for arashi demo it was so worth it!! They had a new talk vid! So damn cute!! Sho killed me with his leather jacket and Nino with his hair *___* Announced everything they are up to now, UtaOni, Yatterman, door 2 door, calender and greenfingers! It was cute how they wanted to go and then Sho was "Oi chotto! We forgot something" and then they announced Jun's dorama!! After that BELIEVE PV!!!!!!!!!! o_______________________O It's AWESOME!!!!! Much Nino love!!! But NOTHING Wins over SAKURAP!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my gosh!! That's SO HOT!!! With green laser light!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh damn great!! In that whole PV Sho-chan is YABAI KAKKOII!! Unfortunately had only my keitai in hand so the vid isn't great >_< But to get you the feeling to it ne XD

BTW it was awesome all the girls there were waiting for the Arashi talk!!! And after that they all went out! Arashi daininki da yo ne~!!

JE FAMILY CLUB TALK + BELIEVE PV (bad quality I'm sorry) sendspace

JE FAMILY CLUB TALK + BELIEVE PV (bad quality I'm sorry) MU

EDIT: AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH noooooooooooo just now I see that the vid is kinda upside down >__________< On my iphone it looks daijoubu. I'm really sorry T_________________T Don't know how to rotate it *sigh* so so so sorry T____________T

Now I'm back and really should eat something!! Will update that post immediately when the upload of the vid is done. then there will also be some pics of Family club *yeah*

Went to Aoyama Theatre just know Could get a glimps of the stage There is a tree on stage and a white curtain? Flowers are there from potato and VS and much more In front of the theater is a big green gate Will upload pics

Yosh ok, my first entry about my Japan vacation. First its a little mess this time ^^;;; Forgot some things at home. Well could buy most but one was a list of stuff I wanted to buy... hope I can remember everything.

Well lannded in Tokyo at 08.40am totally on time. But had to wait a bit for my luggage. Was one of the last people to get it. But the security man was totally impressed of my XDD This was cute!

Then was lucky. Got the transfer bus immediatelly. So arrived in Ikebukuro at around 11.00am already. Too early to check in >.< So left my luggage at the hotel and did what I'm best in: shopping! Was no good idea. Spent so much again ^^;;  And it's only the first day!! Well here are some pics of what  I got.

Unfortunately my 2GB SD card broke >__________< So the picture of the Yatterman Buta Soba is gone. I bought it of course together with C1000 (also hoping for one of those special cards that is in every 1000 pack, but of course no luck) I also bought myself the Hai-kara karaoke machine! XDD Yatterman 2go does the CM so *gg* No no. Thats not the reason. Just needed a wacky thing and that is definetely one! Too bad that it needs batteries and a screwdriver that I don't have here.... so maybe should buy the AC adapter as well to test it out ^^;;;

Also bought 3 Arashi doujinshis. Damn it took me so long to get through to them. So many people wanted to take a look ... ah sasuga Arashi ne.

After that finally could check into my hotel. Yokatta!!! Finally was able to recharge my mobile again!! Cause somehow it was out of battery. >.< Now working again! Yeah. After a little rest of 2 hours I felt worse than before ^^;;;

But had to hurry to go meet my friend at the Tokyo International Forum where the Yatterman Japan premier will be held. And on the train Aiba-chan was watching me.

Back to International Forum: It's an nice place! Now I know where Sho-chan's car will drive and where he will come out and go inside the cinema. But not sure if I can make it to see him there ^^;; Kinda think I will lose to the Japanese fans. But at least my chances for a ticket are quite good ^^

Then we went to a Japanese style isekaya restaurant. Had mechakucha oishi dinner. Tofu, saladd, yakitori etc. We talked lots of Arashi and had just fun! She gave me my normal Yatterman cinema ticket with the strap and also Aiba-chans butai ticket.

And now I'm dead tired and will just fall in my bed! sleep sleep! Have no clue what I'm doing tomorrow ^^;;; Would like to go to JE shop.. demo then would have to wake up early >____________< No good no good. And it's Aibachans first day of his butai .. so ... ara .. will surely be crowded. Doushiyou?

On Friday I'm going to watch Heavens Door! ^____________________^

And yokatte the hotel besides my hotel is playing Yatterman .. so poster and chirashis available. Noticed too late that it's the same chirashi just the back showing ^^;;; But will be a super nice German Fanclub leader and give those out during our next fanclub meeting ^^

Jaa oyasumi!

Jaa, finally it's finished. The English version! I'm sorry it took so long. But was quite busy. But you'll get it now before I leave to the airport.

Yosh yosh .. so this is REALLY the last chapter!! And it's something special ^________^ Because it is a joint projekt with Sery ♥ The idea for this epilogue is completely from me of course but we split the writing XD I wrote the first part and the 2nd is from Sery according my idea. Well so I also had a bit fun of my own fanfic XD I really like the result! So I really hope that you'll also love it!

Comments are Love!!! as always ^.~

EPILOGUE

A balmy breeze lapped around Sakurai Sho’s face. The sun was standing high up in the sky and its wonderful warmth was shining down on the earth. Sho was standing at the edge of a mountain, hands resting on the handrail and looking down at the wide Tokyo which was lying in front of him. So many houses could be seen but also much green and at the horizon you could also make out bits of the shoreline.

Dreamily he let his gaze slide along the scenery. It was quiet up there where he was standing. No noise from the city could be heard; only the chipper of the birds got through to his ear.

 

“Ne Satoshi, you like the view here, right? It’s really beautiful!” Sho continued to look down on the busy city where one car after the other passed the highway. A view minutes went by like this and he only turned around when a faint clicking could be heard behind him. But the only thing he could see was a tiny squirrel that rushed swiftly above the ground to the next tree.

Disappointment and sadness reflected in Sho’s eyes when he slowly raised his gaze and looked at a big somber stone which hulked up in front of him. At this sight he suddenly felt a cold shiver running down his back, a lump in his throat and he felt as if an invisible hand would slowly rip his heart out of his chest.

Every time it was like this. Every time when his eyes recognized the inscription of the stone and the horrible reality overtook him. Slowly he sacked down on his knees, his eyes still lingering on the characters which were engraved in front of him.

 

Ohno Satoshi *Nov 26.1980 †April 24.2008

 

Sho realized how tears shot into his eyes and how his body got shaken from the pain of the reality.

 

It has already been many months since the ominous night that had thrown his live off track.

When Ohno had left this world, he had also lost the reason for his life. Sho hadn’t shown up for days, hadn’t eaten, hadn’t slept and completely neglected his work. He only sat at home, isolated from the outer world; his gaze constantly focusing the TV on which one Arashi video after the other was shown. His apartment soon resembled a small rubbish dump but only like this he could be happy; only like this he could live on. Because the videos were the only thing that was left of his Satoshi and they gave him the feeling as if the older one was still alive and with him. He could see Ohno how he waved happily towards the audience, how he had fun together with them and how his bright smile flickered on the screen. The DVDs gave Sho what he missed so immensely: Ohno’s breathtaking dance skills, his voice that touched him so much, that shiny smile that let the sun rise.

But it was Jun’s words that brought Sho back to his senses. He still had them in his mind, remembered too clearly how the youngest member suddenly rushed into his apartment, seized him by the collar and told him quiet clearly with a sharp voice:

„I’m at the end of my patience with you! It is one thing to grieve but another to neglect work, friends and most of all yourself! Just look what has happened to you! Do you think Ohno would be happy to see you like this?! In such a bad state living at a rubbish dump?! My god, he would be totally ashamed of you! This here Sho-kun is not what Ohno wanted! Surely not! Ohno always wanted only the best for all of us! He surely would have wanted that you continue your life and enjoy it that you can do and experience all the things that he couldn’t do anymore! Damn it Sho! Live your life! Don’t throw it away! Life for yourself and for Ohno! That is what Ohno wishes! That and nothing else!“

 

Only those words had awoken Sho from his trance and had given him a reason to live his life as normal as possible. He wanted to live on for his Satoshi, wanted to do and see all the things that he couldn’t anymore.

And so he fought from day to day to gain control of his life again, but no matter where he went to or what he did there was always something that remembered him of his Leader and the deep-seated pain rose inside of him again. And every time he went to the grave of the older one and looked down on the wide city somehow out of no reason a feeling of hope came up in him. A hope that Ohno wasn’t lying underneath that stone but would jump out from behind a tree and would look at him with a mischievous smile. He always had that hope within him when standing there and every time again his world broke apart when this hope got crushed. Like this time also.

 

Drowned in tears he was now sitting in front of the stone. His hand embraced the cloth of his shirt right above his heart. There was one thought pounding in his mind:

‘My world got crushed on that evening and no matter how hard I try to rebuild it, it will never become like this again... never ever…’

With this realization in mind he slowly raised his voice.

“Satoshi, I’m… sorry. So sorry…!” shaky those words came over his lips. „I can not… I just... cannot go on… anymore. I’m not able … to live on … for you… I’m even... not able... to continue… to live for … myself… I’m ... too weak! I miss you so badly! … Please forgive me!”

After that Sho slowly reached into his pocket. Beneath the bright spring-sun there was suddenly a knife flashing in his hands. He raised his hand and…

 

Soaked in sweat, with wild beating heart and hard breathing Sho jumped up in his bed. A few ray of lights got through the blinds and except for the ticking of the clock there was dead silence. When looking at the LED screen of his alarm clock he noticed that it was just three in the morning. Slowly Sho raised his hands and let his head rest within them. He tried to calm himself from the shock of the dream just now, but his breath and his wild beating pulse just couldn’t come to rest.

Sho could still remember the dream too clearly and it hurt him too much. He felt how tears gathered in his eyes. “Satoshi…!” shaky he said that name. The first teardrop wanted to run down his cheek when he suddenly felt a pressure around his chest, also a slight breeze which brushed his neck. A slight shiver went through him and his eyes widened out of surprise.

“Sho, you had this dream again… but everything is ok. I’m here with you! So please lie down again, we have to wake up early tomorrow!” He could hear those sleepy words really near his ear. After that Sho felt how soft lips were placed upon his neck and stroke him gently; the unpleasant shiver changed into a pleasant one. The gentle hands that were embracing his chest pushed him now down with a strong-willed grip and soon he felt the warm mattress beneath his back again.

Those two hands were now sliding down to his waist and when he turned his gaze to his chest he could see a dark shock of hair that nestled there quietly and was already breathing steadily again.

A soft smile appeared on Sho’s face. Gently he stroke over the smooth hair a few times before he bent down, placed a tender kiss on the shock of hair, breathed in the scent of the other and finally embraced him with his arms to get even closer to him.

With the feeling of embracing his beloved all nightmares were forgotten immediately and he was able to gain his sleep again. 

 

When everything that has happened became clear again to Sho the next day, he was more than glad. On how the two of them could normally be together each and everyday. And it was all the small things that he loved the most, like just the feeling to have Satoshi by his side. And so, even the short way towards the green room of TV Nihon became one of the nicest moments in his life. Just because they were together.

And even when Ohno rushed immediately to Nino and sat down right beside him when they entered the room didn’t matter much to him, cause he knew exactly that his heart only belonged to him.

Sho sat down beside Aiba, opened the newspaper with a relaxing feeling while his gaze went once again to his boyfriend happily. Yes, he could only be happy.

 

While he slowly became engrossed in his newspaper, Nino slid closer to Ohno, his eyes staring on his DS, so that their knees touched each other.

“Well, slept well?” he asked Ohno while he was still looking down on his console.

The older nodded slightly. “Yes, I did, but Sho did not.”

Now also Aiba was interfering in the talk worriedly. “Eh? Why not?” He slid closer to Sho and blinked at him with a worried gaze. But instead of the rapper he got the answer from Ohno. “He had this dream again.” As soon as those words were spoken there could be heard a surprised and also slightly irritated “Eh, again?” from Nino immediately because it seemed that this wasn’t the first time that Arashi’s rapper had such a dream. However, Sho did not want this would go a circuit and so he tried his best to defuse the situation.

“Ah that was surely only because I had watched one of those damn sad movies on TV… I’m always so touched!”

 

For a short while there was silence like the other member would check if this was an acceptable answer.

But instantly it was clear that Sho had no success with it because Aiba was now telling his opinion of this topic to the others. “Hm, well, I think that Sho-chan is just afraid of losing Ohchan!” Saying that a huge smile spread on his face and he began to poke Sho with his elbow into the side which the older one tried to ignore as much as possible while still concentrating on his newspaper.

 

But there was someone else that was kind of interesting in Aiba’s words. Nino had immediately pricked up his ear’s and was as keen as mustard about this idea. Grinning he put aside his DS and placed his head on Ohno’s lap now. A scrutinizing look went to Sho but when the older didn’t even raise one eyebrow he snuggled his head further in the lap of the smaller one.

“Well, there is reason enough for Sho-chan to be afraid of losing Oh-chan. You cannot hold it against him, ne?”

He now looked at the older one hoping for approval but he only grinned at him. But this was already enough for Nino.

 

“I think we should absolutely revive Ohmiya SK again!” to put more meaning into his words he slowly raised his arm to Ohno’s head and placed his fingers softly on the older one’s cheek.

He only got a surprised “Eh..?” as answer.

Sho looked up from his newspaper for a short while, as he was kind of interested what happened to his boyfriend. But he knew exactly what Nino tried to achieve.

“If you think that you can make me jealous then you are wrong.” A short glance was exchanged with Nino and then Sho was already looking at the supposedly more interesting newspaper again.

 

A grumble could be heard from the other side of the room. Nino really had hoped for another reaction. He wasn’t the craftiest member for nothing; he still had something up his sleeve.

“Eh really? Even if I’ll do… with Ohchan… yet? Here on the sofa…?” With one flip he had grabbed the older one, knocked him over and placed himself over him. Another glance went to Sho, nastily grinning.

An amused chuckle came out of the rapper’s throat, he didn’t even raise his gaze, only saw from the corner of his eyes what Nino was doing with his boyfriend.

“Forget it! Doesn’t work!”

But Nino didn’t want to give up so easily. He now bent down further to the smaller one beneath him, so near that the tips of their noses touched each other. A grin flashed up on his face. He wanted to continue to tease Sho, yes he really wanted to educe a reaction from him, but suddenly he froze.

 

A staff member entered the green room.

“We go on air shortly! Matsumoto-san is already in the studio!” he announced quickly and left the room again immediately without even looking at Nino and Ohno. Seeing those two close to each other physically has always been a normal sight and no one ever wondered about that.

“Well, we will see…” saying those words more to himself Nino stood up from Ohno grinningly, fixed his clothes and went to the studio together with the other members.

 

 

During the filming it didn’t get any better. Nino took every chance there was to get close to Ohno, tried his hardest to stand beside him every second.

 

Back in the green room the younger one of course had to talk to Sho as soon as possible.

“And now, Sho-chan? Jealous? I even fed him!“ He grinned widely and was already looking forward to the reply he longed for.

But to his surprise the rapper began to laugh. He laughed and shook grinningly his head. Nino couldn’t understand Sho’s reactions anymore.“This leaves me cold.” Answered Sho and again a tang of amusement could be heard in his voice that almost drove Nino crazy.

 

The eyes of the younger one widened and he looked at the rapper dumbfounded. His mouth opened and a long sigh could be heard.

“That’s impossible! You have to get jealous! Just look at what I do with your boyfriend!“ As soon as he had said those words Nino leaned against Ohno again, put his face against the older ones neck and began to kiss the skin there softly and carefully. But only for a short while, cause he didn’t want to exaggerate it although Sho almost forced him to do so.

A slight giggle could be heard from Ohno. It seemed that he didn’t really care about the whole situation. Quite the contrary, he seemed to be happy about the attention and tenderness he got from Nino.

As a reply Sho only sat down on the opposite sofa cozily and began to pack his stuff. Mentally he smiled brightly, but this he could hide quite skillfully. He really had lots of fun to drive Nino crazy with not showing any signs of jealousy.

 

A faint shout came now from the other side. Nino really looked like he was near the insanity. Doubtfully he raised his head and only stared at Sho for a moment.

“Why don’t you get jealous? That’s impossible!”

Now the rapper stood up after all, looked smilingly to Nino while he came closer to both.

“Why should I?” he started with a soft and convincing sound in his voice, while he sat down on the place beside Nino and his boyfriend. “First… it’s you Nino! And second, I can be 100% sure that there is only one person in Satoshi’s heart. And that’s me after all!”

Before Nino could react on Sho’s speech Aiba already interfered wide grinning. He jumped up from his place and walked giggling to the three of them.

“Ah! That’s the first time that I really see you as a couple!” His grin became even wider saying those words which seemed almost impossible.

“Huh?” was the only response from Sho, because he didn’t really get what the taller one meant with that sentence.

 

“Well… when seeing you two it’s just as ever! You act totally normal and talk to each other like normal… It seems more like Nino and Ohno are a couple! You two… it’s just normal.”

Nino could only nod affirmatively and hoped really hard that now the jealousy would really struck Sho. Now it was even said that he could be the one at Ohno’s side. That just had to draw the rapper out!

When Sho began to laugh once again, Nino and Aiba almost fell over clichéd.

“Ah… if you mean it like this... well, we can also act different!” stated the rapper suddenly in a sugar-sweet tone while his gaze fell slowly on his boyfriend.

“Ne, Toshi-chan~?”

As if Ohno had already waited for this moment he broke apart from Nino, jumped hastily up and placed himself upon Sho’s lap smilingly.

“Haaaai~ Shosuki~”. An affectionate look got exchanged between the two of them after which Ohno raised his arms and wrapped them around his boyfriend’s neck.

 

Just at this moment the door opened and an unknowing Matsumoto Jun stepped into the green room. A gaze upon the couple was enough to let him roll his eyes.

“Oh god, who called this forth?! No matter who it was, I will personally wring that someone’s neck! Can someone please stop that?! It makes me queasy!” were his irritated words which made everyone else laugh aloud suddenly.

But the easy going atmosphere suddenly got disturbed abruptly when Sho looked up at the clock and sighed sorrowfully.

“Damn, I have to go to Zero! Sorry, we see each other later, ne?” he said hastily before he pressed a small kiss on his boyfriend’s forehead. The older one could only smile while he stood up from the other so that Sho can rush to his work.

But now Aiba’s loud voice echoed suddenly through the room.

“Awwww~ I saw it! I saw it! Cute~!” He was giggling while he clapped his hands together happily.

Hearing this Sho’s face became slightly red. He turned around and looked at the door shyly.

“Satoshi, you don’t have to wait for me.” He said softly to his boyfriend and rushed out of the green room. This was the first time that he had kissed Ohno in front of the others. Although it wasn’t a real kiss, but still, he felt kind of embarrassed.

Unfortunately he didn’t notice the happy “Hai hai” and waving of Ohno anymore.

 

When the door closed Nino’s instinct awoke once again and he of course grabbed the chance immediately. He slid closer to Ohno and placed one arm around the older one’s shoulder possessively.

“So? What are we two sweethearts doing now?” he chirped grinningly.

The older one only shrugged with his shoulder. He was totally not affected by the approach of the other.

“Well, I take this opportunity to go and fish our dinner. What about you? If you like you can accompany me” he answered in a loose tone, but knew exactly that this was a sore spot of Nino.

As answer the younger one could only roll his eyes and sigh.

“You are a dead loss...“

 

Even though he had been told that he shouldn’t wait, Ohno had still waited. As always when Sho had to go to Zero, Ohno had waited, had prepared the dinner in the kitchen and had been happy when his boyfriend finally came home again.

And now they were sitting on the sofa, ignoring the scent of the prepared meal, Sho’s head resting on the older one’s lap. Soft fingers ruffled through the fine hair of Arashi’s rapper.

„Toshi…?“, sounded Sho’s voice silently through the room.

„Hm…?“

„I’m sorry.“

„For what?“

„It’s so nice right now… may I rest like this a bit longer?”

A smile grazed the rapper’s lips while asking.

„Of course… But why are you apologizing?“

„Because the delicious dinner will be getting cold and I could bet that I will become too tired to stand up anymore and instead will just fall asleep on your lap.“

Now Ohno’s laughter, softy and happily, echoed through the room and Sho’s smile grew wider.

“Well… it’s only sashimi.”

But the younger one didn’t really catch Ohno’s words anymore as he slowly got more tired. The day really had been busy for him.

„Sho-chan…?“

Only marginal he noticed that his boyfriend spoke to him.

„Hm?“

„Arigatou!“

Although he has almost fallen asleep he still wondered about that sudden thanks.

„Eh?“

„Ah, just because.“

But now Ohno’s soft voice had totally lulled him. The ruffling through his hair got slower, softer and then he didn’t notice anything around him anymore and finally fell asleep on his boyfriends lap. Totally relaxed and satisfied.

 

While Ohno still kept running his hand through Sho’s hair his gaze fell on the small table in front of him. There they were spread: their shared memories, held on Polaroid. A bright smile grazed Ohno’s face. It was already enough to fill a whole album but for him it still wasn’t enough. There should be more and more added.

 

Ohno smiled, lowered his head a little bit and breathed a soft kiss on Sho’s forehead.

„Aishiteru“

Yes… he loved him. After all that had happened and what they had been gone through he could affirm that he loved Sho unconditionally and from the bottom of his heart.

 

THE END