English Chapter 1: The most important .. never let it go!

Pairing: Sho & Ohno

rating: PG

genre: angst, fluff

disclaimer: unfortunately Arashi and it's member doesn't belong to me .. ah would be great .. but hahaha no way ne.

CHAPTER 1

Since the press-conference Sho found himself staring at Arashi’s captain over and over again. Fascinated he watched every single move that Ohno did. Even now, when he was sitting besides him on the sofa his eyes were pinned on the elder one while he was drawing. How his gracile hands held the pencil and moved over the sheet of paper, how his almond-shaped eyes were intensively following every stroke he did, how one strand of hair fell in his beautiful face and how he immediately stroke it away with his left hand. Sho’s pulse went faster and his heart began to beat louder and louder when he noticed that his right hand was only a few centimeters away from Ohnos left hand…. Just a little bit more .. just a little bit…

BAM!!

The door to the changing room had been opened with a jerk and a slightly exhausted Nino stumped into the room. He jumped over the backrest of the sofa and situated himself right besides Ohnos still free side. “Ah how tiring! I’m beat-up! ... Ah Ohchan, next is your turn! They are still preparing but you can already come over!“ Ohno nodded shortly, put his drawing stuff on the table in front of him and finally stood up. He decided to pass Ninos side and of course the younger one took immediately advantage of that. With a bright smile on his face he gave the elder one a flag on the butt. Of course that was something Ohno really didn’t care about. He only glanced backwards for a short while and a tiny shiny smile appeared on his face. But nobody noticed that this smile wasn’t meant for Nino. It was meant for someone else. Someone who had crawled to the very last edge of the sofa after Nino had appeared with a loud BAM and was now looking all drained.

„Go Ohchan go!“ Nino was shouting when their captain vanished to the recording studio. For a short while there was silence again in the changing room. Nino then stood up and reached for his Nintendo DS which was situated on the table in front of him. But instead of switching it on his gaze went to Sho who was still sitting on the edge of the sofa all tense and staring into space. “Sho-kun? Everything’s ok?“ Ninos question scared him up. “Ah yesyes .. everything’s fine .. ahm I just have to .. eto .. go somewhere!” And with this response he jumped up and hurried out of the room. The other members could only watch him leave with puzzled looks on their faces.

Sho’s way led him to the lavatory, where he was bending over the washbasin and splashing some water into his face. What was the matter with him? Why did he react so strange when Ohno was near him lately? It couldn’t be that he had fal… no no no no no no.. that was ridiculous! That couldn’t be! Riida was his band-mate, his friend .. more than that .. no no no. That was impossible! He breathed deeply, then took some of the paper towels and wiped his face. Yosh, he was back to normal again. But this shouldn’t last long.

Actually Sho wanted to go back to the changing room directly, but somehow his legs had some other plan. When he passed the recording studio where they just filmed Ohnos part of the PV, there was no other way for him as to stop at the door frame. His gaze fell on the bandleader automatically, who just did  his dance sequence. It’s a matter of common knowledge that Ohno was an unbelievable good dancer, but for Sho it was the first time that he was speechless about the sight of the dancing leader. The only thing he could do now was standing there, rooted to the spot, watching the elder dance and wish that he would never stop.

But it was only short-lived. Soon a “CUTTO!” was shouted and Ohno sat down on the chair that was situated nearest to him. His filming was still not over. The producer came over to him and told him the next instructions which Sho was able to hear from the spot he was standing. “Ohno that was great! Well next we thought about a scene with you and Nino. You know, the audience really like Ohmiya, so if you two could…” Sho saw how Ohno, with a shyly and approvingly smile, nodded to the producer. But that was reason enough for him to head back to the changing room.

Ohmiya was something he just couldn’t watch at the moment, cause it gave him that strange feeling. That feeling that he didn’t want to admit to himself … that one that others called “jealousy”.

In the evening after the filming Sho skived off from the other members and met with some friends from his university time at his favourite bar. Normally Sho belonged to the good “drinkers” but this time he couldn’t keep up with the others. He still sat in front of his first glass and stared into space. Michiru, one of his best friends, a very attractive woman with long dark hair and big dark eyes noticed that something was wrong and turned to him. “Sho, is everything ok with you? Cause I don’t know you like that!” she pointed at the half-full glass, but Sho only shrugged his shoulders. “Today I just don’t feel like drinking!” A smile appeared on her face. „You have always been an awful liar! Come on, tell me what’s on your mind?” Sho knew that he could entrust her with everything, she always had a sympathetic ear for the problems of others and she always had been a great friend. But here in that bar with all of his friends around him, he just couldn’t reveal his feelings and in addition, he just didn’t feel like talking about it. He rummaged around his bag for some time until he found some banknotes which he then put on the table. “Gomene, I’m going home.” With those words he said goodbye and left a puzzled looking Michiru behind.

Sho had only walked around 5 steps away from the bar when he suddenly felt that someone was grabbing his wrist. When he turned around he was looking at the pouting face of Michiru. “I’m worrying about you and you just leave me behind..” “Listen, it’s nothing, really … it’s just a rollercoaster of feelings, but I’m surely be able to handle it!” She raised an eyebrow after hearing that answer. “Rollercoaster of feelings? Hmmmm … that’s uncommon for you. Don’t tell me .. you fell in love with someone?!?!“ A whimsical smile appeared on her face and because of an incomprehensive reason Sho suddenly blushed like hell. “Ah I don’t know .. or better said I’m not sure. But .. it doesn’t matter.” Michiru pondered some time. „Well, maybe I could help you finding out if you are in love or not.“ She looked at him provokingly. “Eh? What do you mean?” Again she smiled whimsically. „Well if you think about that one person in a moment then you surely are in love!” Sho still didn’t understand what she was talking about. He just wanted to ask her another question when he suddenly felt her lips on his… it didn’t taste bad, well indeed it was a great kiss, but somehow he couldn’t enjoy it. Something was hindering him.. his thoughts .. yes his thoughts went back to Ohno again. How would a kiss from Ohno taste like? Would his lips also be that soft? “Sho-kun?” And even Ohnos voice was stuck in his mind. But why was there such a shocked tune in his voice?? .. wait .. was Ohnos voice really in his mind .. or was it possibly…